Could be the start of a wonderfully interesting and successful textile design and manufacturing venture.
Could be the first act of a long and successful journey in the creation of intelligent machines!
A strong facsination with the natural world could lead to a lifetime of investigation, discovery and invention. This could even lead to saving the world or colonising a new planet.
A lifetime of design could mean creating things which many people find very desirable or it could mean creating things which provide a valuable service to the human race.
You don't have to win everything to be the best that you can be. You just need to learn and grow.